Blue Eyes Blue

It's not easy for me to forget you... It's almost four years but you are still there. It's time for you to gooooo... Go...go...away.
Gw udah belajar, berusaha maksimal untuk mengikhlaskan dan gak nginget-nginget koo... tapi lah koq masih terlintas aja ya? Sial.

Pas kemaren gak sengaja liat foto lo, pas playlist gw muter lagu-nya Eric Clapton ciptaan Diane Warren ini. Beuuuh. Pas banget. Dedicated for you lah... (entah ini lagu sakit hati yang ke-berapa ya buat loo....?? Abis tiap ada lagu patah hati ingetnya elo. hahahahaha)

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

It was you who put those clouds around me.
It was you who made those tears fall down.
Only you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Not Germany, Please

Buat yang kenal gw dan merhatiin status facebook, plurk dan tweet gw pasti tau banget gw sensi ma timnas sepakbola Jerman. Padahal ya, gw ngefans banget sama negara satu itu.

Sejak ikut pelajaran bahasa Jerman di SMA, gw jatuh cinta sama negara itu. Ditambah lagi pas kelas 2-nya nilai di raport 9, karena kalo tugas dan ujian hampir selalu sempurna nilainya, dengan ngerjain lancar. Pelafalan juga udah bener. Denger cerita gurunya tentang Jerman, makin ingin ke sana (Alhamdulillah 'kesampaian', walau cuma nyampe flughafen-nya doang jugaaa... :p). Terus sempet ngecengin cowok Jerman yang kalo sekarang dipikir-pikir mukanya mirip dr. Sheldon Cooper. :D Ditambah lagi sejak maen ke kummara, maen board game buatan Jerman, makin cinta deh gw ma Jerman. Lalu, kenapa pula gw pake gak suka sama TimNas-nya?

Hal sepele tapi fatal. Gw gak suka cara supporternya (yang di Indonesia ini) dalam ngebela-belain timnas satu itu. Oke, timnas Jerman sekarang emang jagoan, muda-muda, dan (gw akuin) cakep-cakep. Tapi ya udah sih kalo ngefans gak usah sekalian ngejekin tim lain lalu puja puji Jermannya. Muak gw. Seinget gw (CMIIW) segimana gw ngefans Spanyol, juga Brasil dan Argentina, gak pake ngejek dan ngehina tim negara lain yang manapun itu. Yah...mungkin maksud mereka becanda. Tapi gw sedikit mendengar 'kesombongan' pula dari ucapan dan tulisan mereka itu. Nah daripada kesel sama supporternya, mending sekalian aja kesel sama timnasnya. Begitu, caca... -_-'