I'm Officially Missing YOU!

Berawal dari gak sengaja baca news feed di facebook, seorang teman share video youtube dari user Jayeslee, nyanyiin lagu Nobody dari Wonder Girls. Oke, gw gak tau lagu ini tapi gw penasaran katanya Jayeslee ini suaranya bagus (kata temen gw ini). Gw liat deh tuh video. Eh ternyata enak diliat dan didenger dong merekaaa... Gw yang gak tau lagu Nobody aja jadi langsung bisa ikut senandung.

Naah...ternyata Jayeslee yang kembar keturunan Korea ini banyak masukin video duet mereka nyanyi. Gw pilih deh "Officially Missing You". Eh enakeun juga! Malah kayak lebih enak soalnya yang pertama mah temponya kurang terjaga. Karena enakeun, gw jadi pengen ikut nyanyi, jadilah gw cari lirik lagunya biar bisa nyanyi bareng. Itu pertama kalinya gw bener-bener perhatiin baik-baik lagunya. Tentu saja liriknya juga.

Jeng jeeeeenggg....

Serius ni lirik ngajak becanda. Bikin gw lagi-lagi inget orang itu. Aaaaargh!!

"Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby 

But I see there’s something I just can’t do 

From the way you would hold me 

To the sweet things you told me 

I just can’t find a way to let go of you" 

Udah lah, ikut nyanyi sama-sama aja lah yuk sama Jayeslee! >_<



Officially Missing You - Tamia
Hmm...
Ooh...ooh...

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Bandung 19 Oktober

3 hari lagiiiii..! Yap, tiga hari lagi adalah tanggal 19 Oktober.

Ada apa gitu?? Ada sesuatu. Yang sebenernya gak inget-inget amat tapi koq sekarang jadi inget banget.

Ah..tanggal ini...gak ada oke-okenya. Serieus aja punya lagu berjudul ini. Lah apakah ada hubungannya dengan lagu itu? Ah ya tidak sih. Tapi ya.... tanggal 19 Oktober dan 22 November tuh membekas di hati. Until now. Membekasnya? SAKIT.

Udah dong ndriiiiii....move ooooooooon!!!! Iyaaa...gw juga maunya gitu. Kesian sama pacar saya sekarang yang masih saya curhatin tentang kekesalan ini. Argh. Abis gimana, tiap lupa, eh dia muncul.

Coba, aneh gak sih, ampir setaun gak ketemu, ngobrol juga seadanya via chatting *chattingnya juga gak penting, asli*.... yaelah di Pasar Seni ITB yang sangat ramai dan padat itu bisa ketemu dong! Padahal di pikiran gw diea ada ribuan kilo meter jauhnya dari gw. Ffuuuh. Kirain gak akan pernah ketemu lagiiiii...... Ko ini ketemu lagi siih??? Dan gw langsung menyadari diea ga seganteng yang selama ini gw bayangkan, tapi kenapa gw masih sedespret ini yaaaaa...? Salah langkah di mana ini gueeee...?? Glek.

Hebat sekali cobaan ini ya. Jadi inget waktu tafakuran rutin di sekolah, bahwa kita akan diuji di hal yang sedang kita usahakan. Misalnya, kita lagi pengen hemat..eh tiba-tiba banyaaak aja yang menarik untuk dibeli. Atau kita lagi pengen lebih sabar, eh ketemuuu aja sama hal-hal yang ngeselin. Mungkin gw juga termasuk ya, lagi pengen lupa, eh adaaaaa aja yang ngingetin. Cara ngingetin yang ekstremnya adalah, objek yang dilupainnya mampir di depan mata secara nyata!

Ya Allah, Ya Allah, Ya Allah... tunjukilah aku jalan yang benar, jalan yang kau ridhai...jalan yang mengajakku untuk bisa lebih ikhlas...

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Karena kalau masih inget gini, tandanya gw belom ikhlas, ya kan?

Blue Eyes Blue

It's not easy for me to forget you... It's almost four years but you are still there. It's time for you to gooooo... Go...go...away.
Gw udah belajar, berusaha maksimal untuk mengikhlaskan dan gak nginget-nginget koo... tapi lah koq masih terlintas aja ya? Sial.

Pas kemaren gak sengaja liat foto lo, pas playlist gw muter lagu-nya Eric Clapton ciptaan Diane Warren ini. Beuuuh. Pas banget. Dedicated for you lah... (entah ini lagu sakit hati yang ke-berapa ya buat loo....?? Abis tiap ada lagu patah hati ingetnya elo. hahahahaha)

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

It was you who put those clouds around me.
It was you who made those tears fall down.
Only you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.